Name:Julie Country:United States State:Wisconsin Metro:Oshkosh Birthday:4/27/1985 Gender:Female
Interests:Dancing, singing, volleyball, spending time with friends and family, playing with my son and step daughters Occupation:Unemployed/Between Jobs Industry:Other
I dont know what to do anymore. I broke up with Kris. And two weeks later I ask him for a second chance. And he says no. But then the next minute he's kissing me. WTF! Jessi seems to think that its my fault for breaking up her marriage because i was the one that called Joe a month ago. Well FYI.... Joe started it 3 years ago! Ya! He admitted to me that he's never stopped having feelings for me. I still had feelings for him too but I kept my distance because he was married and I was in a commited relationship. Well its not my fault for breaking up their marriage because he was going to leave her a long time ago but she keeps buttering him up. They are not made for each other, he's an ass and she can be a you know what. They fight all the time and so does me and kris. And the only reason he came back to her 1 1/2 years ago is for the kids. If he does leave her for good its not because of me, i dont want him anymore. So I'm NOT gonna be w/ Kris or Joe, so I get to die alone and depressed. F***! What did I get myself into?
Anyways- Vanessa wedding is this Saturday! I have to get my nails and hair done. Darian needs a hair cut too!!!! I helped her with her flowers, its my wedding gift to her. They turned out to be really nice. Tina helped. I remember planning my wedding, STRESSFUL! All weddings are stressful, but I think once this is all over with Vanessa and Mike can think about much better things!!!
Well I had a fight with kris on saturday. I think I over reacted! i told that we werent going to watch tv all day because we had to do house work. Well what does he do..... turn on the tv and of course he doesnt get much house work done when he watching tv. I overreacted and I left him. I stayed at Vanessas apartment for the night with Darian. i called him that night to talk to him. i told him to come to church the next morning because I would really appreciate it. And he said "WELL I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU GIVE ME MORE SEX MORE THEN I ONCE EVERY TWO WEEKS." I said well "I'M SORRY BUT OUR RELATIONSHIP ISNT BASED ON SEX ALL THE TIME AND I HAVE A LOW LIBIDO ANYWAYS BECAUSE OF MY KIDNEY DISEASE." I tryed to explain it too him that its one of the side of kidney disease and having to go to dialysis all the time. Your sexual desires will go away eventually, I know it sucks!!!!!! Well anyways I ended up going back home after church the next day. Kris says that he's sick of me swaring and yelling at him all the time. He also said that I never used to do that. I said well maybe I should go back and talk to my counselor. What do you think??????
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